Compared to so many others I'm sure its not much, but for me 23 years, 4 months, and 22 days has been everything. Everything  I've ever known and experienced. How does one even recall all that these years have been marked by? 

laughs 

cries

dreams

hurts

adventures

disappointments

regrets

friendships

travels 

mistakes

heartaches

I can't.  Today I find myself at the feet of Jesus with groans, unable to express what it is that is happening in my heart. And He reminds me that today matters. This moment matters as have the last 85,009,073.3 seconds of my life.